My boyfriend has been recently hospitalized for alcohol withdrawals. It was so bad that he had two seizures and died and came back to life. I helped him in the hospital, bathed him, fed him, made sure the nurses were providing the necessary care for him it has been hard to think about it and also my anxiety has been through the roof thinking he might have a seizure in the middle of the night. His parents have always been kinda cold to me and not very attentive to him in an emotional way. I know they have their own lives but why didn’t they see him struggling and try to get him help? His dad was on speaker phone while we were together( did not know I was there) and he said “ why are you getting flowers for a girl I don’t even like” I was immediately insulted and said “ f you, I have helped your son more than you”, his parents are obviously offended but like really why would you say about me after everything. I have been there for him through this all. And reference the reason why he got me flowers was bc I found out he hung out with his ex behind my back and went and got drinks two weeks ago. and she told me that they slept together and he says they didn’t. I have no proof to verify besides their povs. I’m a mess and I’m barely holding on. Also his seizures gave him memory loss and I found in his call logs an hour long conversation and does not recall what was said. I am betrayed and hurt please help.