I 21F reconnected with my friend(who I'll call Freya 22F) after years of not being friends. During this time, we both were living our lives without contact at all until we met again at my workplace. Freya and I have been friends for nearly two years after reconnecting and we are opposites of eachother. To put some information on the board; I was diagnosed with mild-to-severe depression at the age of 13 and throughout the years it has been getting worse for me. I'm not on medication and I don't use it as an excuse for ANYTHING; However, with this depression I suffer with extreme fatigue, moodswings, loss of appetite, anxiety and low-confidence. I've always been the type of person to take time for myself, it's a comfort and being in social gatherings is exhausting for me. I'm also not religious and have stated to Freya(she's cristian) that I'm not but respect others religious beliefs. With that information out there...now to my story. The last several months(≈6 months), Freya has been more active in her religious practices. She goes to church every Sunday and has been hanging out with a young adult church group on Fridays. She's been talking about her new group of friends constantly with me, talking about how fun they are and how she wants to "be around people who HAVE a social battery" and "people who WANT to hangout." This has been bothering me, since I've stressed I struggle with my social battery openingly to her. I've told her multiple times and even stressed I'm un-medicated due to it not working out for me. I've told her I'm exhausted and need space as well. This however doesn't mean I don't want to get out and hangout with her. I was hanging out with her every week and sometimes more than a few times a week or even day. Freya's behavior from here only was getting more passive-aggressive and well, targeted. She's been stressing it more she wants to be around people who want to talk and hangout with social batteries and has slowly stopped caring to even ask if I want to hangout with her. These past two weeks have been terrible, I lost my job and two dogs to which one was in my family for 15 years. Freya hasn't been texting or calling me much these past four weeks since I lost my job. She has been prioritizing her church friends and went on a boat trip with them..even posting about it. She told me she had lots of fun and didn't even bother asking me since she didn't think I would've wanted to go. She's disregarding my feelings and being distant. I can't help but feel that because I'm being distant with her in response that I'm the one in the wrong. I don't want to lose another friend and it's showing she doesn't want to be around me. Am..Am I the asshole?