So for a little context, I'm 18 F, about to go to college in New Hampshire while I'm from Minnesota. My older brother is 19(J) , my younger sister is 17(P) and my younger stepbrother is 16(M). My dad kicked me out for a year and a half (9-11), I fame back because of the financial security then 2 years(15-17), but I came back for my senior year. I have my permit, but my dad won't take me driving so I can get my license. A few years ago, J got a free car from our uncle. It was a fairly new car, but he is about 6'3" and didn't fit comfortably (or what least that's how he explained it) so he traded it for a nice sized, but shotty truck, then bought a motorcycle which my dad paid mostly for. He traded the truck for a van, pretty sure he sold the van and then traded the motorcycle for some old Olympic gold edition car. Mind you, this is all within the last 3 years. My younger sister and younger stepbrother got their licenses around the same time, while I sat at home waiting to go driving so I could get my license (during my senior year). My dad is planning on getting 2 new vehicles and giving the two he has to my younger siblings while I struggle in my 1 bedroom apartment after moving out a week after graduation. My dad gets pissed off when I argue about his blatant disregard for my feelings despite being his only child (so far) who has finished high school, had the most jobs. I don't understand if I'm doing something wrong now or if he is still hung up on the fact I look so much like his ex-wife (my mother) or that I used to steal food in the middle of the night because I was so hungry when I was struggling with undiagnosed Graves Disease for a year and a half. He refused to take me to the hospital even when he saw me black out and collapse. All I'm asking for is the same treatment my siblings get but my dad gets pissed off and my mother ignores me. AITA? EDIT: My father is the only one who could legally take me driving.