I 13-15 have always had very big communication problems and I’ve never been able to resolve them a couple of months ago my so called “friends” started making fun of my biggest insecurities and I was very mad they continued this even making fun of which totally crossed the line for me even making fun of what I eat and I what I wear which made me school and I was slowly becoming more pissed off and one day I snapped because this one girl who was worse out of them all started talking about how people are which was very rude and I just got up and told her I’m not an idiot and that I understand all this is aimed at me and I told her to go and she victimized herself but everyone knew she was full of crap and she continued to making fun of me in a undercover joking way but I was done and it lead to me blaming myself and doing things I will not mention here and this year fully changed me and I’ve been more scared than ever and whenever someone compliments me I feel like their lying and I’ve became more insecure and I don’t know what to do and I feel like I’m overthinking and overreacting but at the same time I feel like I did the right thing although I can’t even imagine going through such things again 💔 others have been distancing themselves from me which doesn’t very surprise me but I don’t really care and I’m just trying to forget about it and I’m glad I atleast have a couple of good friends although they are older than me