Okay, so basically i struggle with mental health issues sometimes it triggers my ocd and anxiety, i feel uncomfortable and my very "cultural" neighbors don't really get the gist where you gotta leave people alone and it's sometimes not a community. Many times i have let their outward name calling and distress slide. Sometimes they do got overboard with the name calling and gossiping; other times they pity me. I couldn't care much for the smaller details but lemme just say, I as someone with helath issues (mental) cannot take it when 10 people are outside rallying against my apartment name calling me, I as a human can also not withstand them sending their kids out to name-call me as well. I remember days where I'd come home exhausted, famished, and anxious from work. I as a 20 year old college student can take so much.... They're not full on in the wrong considering they did assume i was a weirdo (confession ocd, pocd) but it has to come to a point constant surveillance and name/cat calling gets to a point. I started honestly yelling back at them, calling them out and returning insults. I feel guilty.... they even sometimes praise me for my behavior. How do i change in this environemtn man?